The not so big idea:

After my blog post the other day I had so much really helpful feedback and encouragement (thanks for that all you tweeters) that I was really fired up and inspired.

I had a brain storm with some friends and we came up with the following:

Charity Secret Santa.

The idea is simple; myself and the other PA’s from the service will write a brief description of each of the young people on our case load- for example:

JOE BLOGGS is a 20 year old male who has been in care for several years. He enjoys playing football and is a huge fan of his local club. He has just started a 16 week short course in ICT and his long term ambition is to be a chef (he is already very good!)
He lives in his own flat and likes to wear fashionable clothes and trainers. Joe is a cheeky lad who has previously had issues with drugs and alcohol but is now accessing our drug service and is doing well at reducing his use. Joe has low self esteem which he covers up when nervous by acting like he doesn’t care but, having known him for over a year now I can see at least some of his insecurities and work on those with him.

Then, charitable, kind people, like your goodselves, will buy a gift for one of these care leavers based on what you know about them, I will collect them- or something (this is still under consideration based on the postal strike and so on) and they will be delivered by the PA’s to the young people who will, I am sure, have a happier Christmas as a result. I also believe that this secret santa will help the young people who receive the presents to feel more connected to society which can only be a good thing can’t it?

Just to give you a couple of Christmas stats;
Research from The Children’s Mutual found that 41 per cent of toys and presents given to children at Christmas are broken by March, with children on average receiving 10 presents in addition to those provided by their parents.
Research by LloydsTSB Insurance found that the average child owns £1,720 of toys in their bedroom and 90 per cent of parents who were questioned in December 2007 said they were planning to spend up to £500 on their children at Christmas.

Surely we can all spare some time and money to buy for one more?

If I was geeky enough, I would be able to create a virtual Christmas tree where the details of each of our young people would be visable when you clicked on a lovely sparkly Christmas decoration and then, once you had bought their gift, their details would be removed from the tree so there wasn’t the issue of duplicate gifts for some young people and others potentially left without presents.
Sadly, I am not that clever so, I can only think of two ways around this at the moment (any suggestions or offers of help from geeks would be very much appreciated)

1) create a real Christmas tree, or Christmas trees, at various locations, most likely company offices or government haunts, or Adams Street (though I haven’t asked them yet) for example, with all the necessary details on real sparkly decorations on the tree, then arrange an evening for me to come back and collect all the gifts to distribute. (I like this idea as it allows me to meet and thank the people who have helped to make this happen- plus possibly share a glass of sessional vino with them!!)

2) Create a real list on a blog and then ask people to comment when they have selected a young person- this is a rubbish idea as the blog would have to be of biblical length in the first place and then reading everyones comments to see which young people had been bought for would be very dull, time consuming and off putting!!

So, the bones of the idea are here and I am really so grateful that so many people have been on board with this already- YEY- THANK YOU!

Home work for you now is as follows:

· Start thinking about if your offices would like a real Secret Santa Christmas tree- and then let me know
· Start thinking about what sort of gift you might buy for ‘your young person’
· Start thinking about how I can improve on this idea- obviously, if you’re a geek your ideas are particularly welcome!!
· Most importantly, tell people and comment, comment, comment.

Thanks so much, this WILL make a difference

Lots of love

Corby!

xxx

In which I learn that being alive ain’t the same as living.

Thought for the day…Why are we here? What does living mean to you?

Living to me means loving and feeling that I am loved. Feeling that I am able to connect with others and able to build and enjoy supportive relationships.

Is just ‘being alive’ the same thing?

Last week a lady very close to my heart had a stroke. She is very poorly, slipping in and out of consciousness and heavily medicated. Her family worried sick and are all rallying round visiting the hospital as often as they can.
She is alive and that is something, there have been some signs of improvement but there is nothing that we can do to help her and I find this very hard to deal with.

In comparison I have been really lucky this week to share a lovely evening on Friday with my gorgeous friend Emma Mulqueeny and her fantastic girlies chatting and catching up (something that we must do more often by the way Em). Today I had a scrummy improptu lunch with the dynamic and inspirational Pipa Vanderburg and it really made me appreciate my lot for once.

Both of these examples are about the quality of peoples lives and it has lead me to think even more about the quality of lives that young care leavers have in comparison to you or I and this leads to today’s rant…

This time in 80 days most of us will be chillaxing on the sofa following a lovely dinner (I am particularly looking forward to my mums smoked salmon starter and a luscious trifle pudding) we’ll probably be feeling a little bit sleepy, a little bit tipsy and a little bit spoilt.
That’s right guys and gals…only 80 days until Christmas! Usually a time for family and friends spending time together- the olds will want silence for the Queens speech, the teenagers will be wishing that they were allowed to go out and freeze somewhere with some mates and the rest of us might get a bit of cabin fever at some stage but, that’s life hey- making links with people and laughing about your annoying family foibles with your friends.

For hundreds of care leavers, elderly people and other vulnerable or lonely people in the UK this won’t be the Christmas that they experience. Feeling isolated and different from the rest of society to me doesn’t feel much like living- do you know what I mean? And, feeling like that can lead people to make silly decisions which can have an impact long after we’ve finished the last of the turkey sandwiches.

With that in mind I have been thinking about my brood- the 25 young care leavers that I work with.
Unbelievably and unfortunately we don’t have any cash in our annual budget for Christmas presents for our young people. Whilst day-to-day I am really proud of many of the things that our charity accomplishes, it makes me really sad to think that young care leavers and other vulnerable people in the UK might spend Christmas without a few thoughtful gifts to open.

Last year we were reliant on donations from local Churches- they were very generous but, to me, a gift is something that has taken time to choose, it shows that you have thought of the recipient and it is something that they can use or get pleasure from.

Don’t get me wrong-I know that life is not about stuff, but, if you don’t have much, knowing that someone has taken time and thought of you it is really big, touching gesture.
I want the young people I work with to know that they’re not just ‘my job’, I want them to know that I listen to them and take an interest in what they do and enjoy and aspire to become.
I wish I could dedicate more time supporting each of them- but that is a bigger issue to do with more staff, more funding and more lobbying the government. Giving a gift seems a much more manageable task which can have positive results in the immediate term.

I have been on two visits today and they were both really great. Both of the girls I saw are doing their best to better themselves and are making some really tough choices in order to do that.
One of them- lets call her Zoë, has spent the last two years weaning herself off drugs and completing courses in English and Maths. I am so proud of her, she is now in independent accommodation and has a job! AMAZING!! I would really like to get her some soft furnishings and so on for her flat which she is saving up to decorate but…there is no guarantee that anything like that will be donated by local Churches this year and I feel very uncomfortable requesting exact items from people who are giving these items out of the goodness of their hearts.
The other one, lets call her Marie, is FINALLY accessing counselling and dealing with some of the traumas of her past. Yes she was waiting too long (but that’s another blog) but now she is moving forward and trying to make positive decisions. Marie is big into reading and music so I want to get her a few good books and perhaps educate her away from happy hard core!!

I have another 23 examples of this;
A lad who is a fab artist but has no pencils
A girl who has recently lost over 4 stone and wants some new clothes!
A guy who is an excellent cook with no utensils
A young mum who never has cash for new make up.

Get the picture?
Multiply this by 10 and you get the picture for Surrey, multiply this by a further 85 and you will get the average figure for care leavers in the UK.

The Every Child Matters Agenda aims to support all children, not just care leavers, to:

Be Healthy
Stay Safe
Enjoy and Achieve
Make a positive contribution
Achieve economic well being

I believe that a gift could go some way to achieving some of the above targets;
young people would feel listened to and valued which would help to boost their self esteem and have a positive impact on their mental health- helping them to be healthy and to stay safe. Thoughtful gifts give people some enjoyment- we hope, and I believe that by us professionals taking the time and effort to do this young people will feel more positive about the system that they find themselves in and might, in time, want to do a similar thing and, in turn, make a positive contribution to the society that they live in;

SO…what do you reckon?

Worth a go hey- could help more people feel like they are really living?

Love

Corby! x

OH…PS: Don’t ask me to raise this with work…I already have and they said that I can only approach local branches of companies…all local branches that were approached told me to contact Head Office direct! Answers on a post card please- I only have 78 days to sort this out

How many kids have you got?

As you can see I haven’t blogged for a while but, it is tough to fit everything in when you’re a parent to 20 kids.

Alright; I’m ‘only’ a corporate parent, and they are over 18, and they don’t actually live with me (actually lots of them are only those faceless scallies that you see on the street that’ll never amount to anything and people cross over the road to avoid) but- THEY ARE MY RESPONSIBILITY.

Do you have kids?
What are they like?
What would you do to stop them feeling pain, committing a crime, becoming homeless, going to prison.
I bet you’d walk over hot coals- I would.

I only met my kids when they turned 18 and I can actually only be their parent until they’re 21 (or in the unlikely event that they do continue in education, until they’re 24) and, to be totally honest I am actually only legally obliged to see them once every 12 weeks- 4 TIMES PER YEAR. Yeah, that’s right government…that’ll be enough to keep them on the straight and narrow,
get them into education or a work placement,
help them to find independent accommodation in the borough that they WANT to live in, not the only one that’ll agree to take responsibility for them,
make them genuinely believe that they are worth something
and they can achieve
and they do deserve better
and to deal with any of the other day to day issues that they might be struggling with over these three years.

The governments Every Child Matters agenda states that all young people deserve the following:
To be healthy
To be safe
To enjoy and achieve
To make a positive contribution
To achieve economic well-being

I agree whole heartedly with these objectives, but I don’t think that they can be properly and fully achieved in just 3 years.

· I think that any young person needs a stable home, preferably their own family but, if not, then a long term, stable loving, foster placement. Not like one of my kids who can list well over 20 placements that she’s had in the last 10 years (she’s now 20)
· I think that I think that any young person deserves to feel healthy and safe, to have the knowledge and understanding of what will keep them safe, mentally, emotionally, sexually, physically. Not like one of my kids who has a rare form of asbergers but is currently sofa surfing because he hasn’t yet got to the top of the council housing list. He can’t cope with going into a hostel as he doesn’t feel confident with people that he doesn’t know.
· I think that it is incredibly important that all young people have the opportunity to make a positive contribution to society, several of my young people were really interested in going on a weeks volunteering trip to Bulgaria with Vinvolved and attended interviews but…it was cancelled at the last minute due to a lack of interest.
· I believe that achieving economic well being is currently a distant dream for my young people; currently only 5 out of my 20 have a job.

The Banardos advert couldn’t be more true and it has to stop.
All to often meeting kids aged 18 is 10 years too late. They don’t trust people, they’ve been let down and have left school with few qualifications and low self esteem. Then, just when you build a relationship with them, they open up and you really get to know them, you close their file and that’s it, they’re on their own again (another point to note; the average age children leave home now is 27- unless they’re care leavers…)

As I say every time; it wouldn’t be good enough for your kids, it wouldn’t be good enough for my kids so WHY is it good enough for these kids?

ANSWER…It’s not.

Please direct others to the blog- every little helps!

Love

Corby!

xx

A wake up call; in more ways than one…

As I mentioned last night in my very random blog, a few weeks ago I had a panic attack . It wasn’t my first and probably won’t be my last but, on this occassion I had a bit of a wake up call and following a few sleepless nights decided that I wanted to deal with this head on and I booked myself in to see a private counsellor.

I was really lucky in that I found someone that I felt I clicked with first try (well, second try really- I went to see someone following a similar episode around 8 years ago, it turned out to be the dad of a girl I went to school with- I felt totally alkward and it was a total non-starter) and I have now had four sessions which are going really well and I am feeling a 100% better which is brilliant.

BUT…this got me to thinking;

When I had my panic attack I was not alone, I was with my husband and, while I did not really want to go through everything that was running through my over active brain I knew I could have if I had wanted.
If I was a young care leaver I most likely would have been alone in a flat, hostel or B&B and there are few worse things than feeling alone when you badly need support and comfort- where do the thoughts go? Either deep into yourself or into a bottle of white lightening or a line of coke.
I picked up the phone in the morning and I called my mum- I spoke to her on the phone for ages and she was really supportive.
If I was a young care leaver I may not have had a supportive parent/carer to call. I might mot have had any credit to make that call or, I might have been so used to putting up barriers and showing the world how much I don’t care and how able I am to ‘cope’ I might not have felt able to tell someone how alone and vulnerable I felt.
I went up to my mother in laws and spent the day chilling on her sofa getting lots of TLC, tea and sympathy. I dozed on the sofa while she carried on around me and that was a really comforting feeling.
Had I been a young care leaver my ‘networks’ may not have been this positive.
I was able to rearrange my day so that I didn’t miss anything important. I was aware that I needed to call in sick and re-organise any tasks I had planned.
If a young care leaver had wanted to crawl back under their duvet and lock themselves away for the day would they have had the phone credit to call and re-arrange appointments? In my experience when our care leavers have any situation that knocks them off balance they might disengage for a while- not pick up the phone, not attend appointments, not go and sign on for benefits…
Most importantly perhaps, I did not need to join the NHS waiting list to see a counsellor- I physically felt that I could NOT wait to see someone so I decided to go private and pay.
If I had been a young care leaver….do I even need to start this sentence?

This is quite an extreme example, food for thought if you like.
Panic attacks, stress, anxiety or depression don’t affect all young care leavers- not by a long way. Lots of care leavers are doing really really well (one of my case load called me yesterday to say that she had achieved an average of a 1st class in her first end of year uni exams- elated is not the word) but, this is just another example of an area where we need to offer more support. I do not think that this support should be exclusive to care leavers by the way- there are thousands of vulnerable and marginalised people of all ages in our society that need support in many different areas.
Where do we start? By highlighting these issues so we can start to come up with ideas which can be translated into positive actions.

Have a lovely day now!

Corby. x

A random rant

A few weeks ago I had a huge and horrid panic attack…my body is telling me to slow down I thought so I joined a pilates class… I had session number four this evening and I like to think I have given it a fair old crack of the whip but I have to tell you; it’s not for me.

The lady who takes the class is lovely, and quite a looker to be honest- very Susan Hampshire but it is just too slow for me all tiny weeny controlled movements and slow lateral breaths- hum.
I have to pretend to understand the whole idea of rocking until you are in neutral- WHAT?!
Nod when she asks if I am engaging my core to the 5th notch of my imaginary hipster belt,
and smile in a knowing way when she says ‘ can you feel your pelvic floor reaching level 3 of the lift’. No quite frankly I can not!
I am more of a run until you think you might puke or faint kind of gal so I think I will finish the next to sessions and get back to my good old fashioned gym sessions. I have signed up to the marathon for next year so need to get back into some kind of fitness routine asap really- Have bought myself a book on running so surely my fitness levels are soon to go through the roof (whether I read the book or not!)

Thats that off my chest then- first non work blog done and dusted- just a bit of a paractise for my next awe inspiring rant.

Nighty night!
Corby. x

care leavers slipping through the net

After the elation of posting my first blog this morning I skipped off to work feeling that I’d already made a few more people aware of the short falls in the care and leaving care systems.
By five this evening though I was already continplating the next issue to raise- young care leavers facing prision.

Three of my case load have court appearences this week, it’s only Monday and one has already been sentenced to 6 months in a young offenders institution. In a way I am gutted. The young person had been making good progress and had applied for college. He was doing voluntary work to keep him out of trouble and seemed to be getting himself together.
On the other hand I am thinking…this buys me more time to find suitable accommodation-they were due to be evicted by the end of the month and despite my referrals appropriate accomodation had not been found. For the next 6 weeks at least I will know that one of my case will get three balanced meals per day, they won’t have ready access to drugs… Hum not too confident on that score. Maybe, if I- and more importantly- THEY are really lucky their might be some useful courses which will improve job prospects when they get out of the YOI…watch this space.

This brings me to another huge bug bear for me: support for young people on probation.

I attended a probation meeting with one of my young people last week. They are on a year long order which means they need to meet weekly with their probation officer and sometimes, as in this case, they are required to undertake unpaid work
(formerly community service) this young person is a particular favourite of mine- yes I know you’re not meant to have them but it is human nature, sorry!
Anyway, this yp has been requesting counselling for a long time. They have been on the waiting list with the GP for an age and, when she has been ready the service hasn’t been available. When the service has had a space it has come at a particularly chaotic time for them- they have never received any proper counselling though the events of her childhood make it imperative in my mind. This yp freely admits that she gets in to trouble because she drinks to forget. She does stupid things- who hasn’t when drunk- and because she has no support network of friends and family she suffers the horrid alcoholic remorse and then feels even more depressed. It is a cycle that we are not managing to break.
So…in the meeting I asked if a part of her order could be to attend counselling or drink/drug support group. The answer was NO. The offences were not serious enough and had not seriously affected the public. So…they slip through another net. From a fiscal point of view, as the yp continues to breech their order they keep being called back to court at massive cost to the tax payer. If there was a counselling service I can’t promise that this would have been avoided but-what we’re doing now doesn’t seem to be working so why not take a different tack?

In my service there are three trained counsellors-are we able to offer a conselling service…NO, my collegues don’t have the time to offer the service because of their workloads- it all comes down to our time available. We are stuck between a rock and a hard place so we do what we can but I’m sure we can do more, more effectively and make more of a difference for young care leavers.
I am determined to raise awareness on these matters (plus MANY MORE) so tell your friends and help me get young care leavers on the agenda.

Looking forward to your views!
Corby. X

Journey of a care leaver

Had a restless night wondering how I was going to start on this blogging thing- there is so much to say about the journey of a care leaver. I went through my case load in my head and once again felt as if I am bearly scratching the surface of the level of support that some of them need. At least now- with the help of @hubmum I am letting people know about the gaps and short falls in the support offered to young care leavers. Is this a rant or is it a blog- not sure yet but I had to start somewhere! Let me know.

At some point I want the young people themselves to be blogging to make people aware of their lives but, in the interests of getting this out there asap I thought I would just give you some basic facts- are you ready?

I have a case load of around 22. Of these young people three will be attending court this week for offences such as breaching probation orders and common assault.

Two of them are young mums- though more of them have been pregnant

One of them is at uni- not a coincidence that they are also one of the 3 that was in a stable foster placement until the age of 18.

At least 7 of them are suffering from mental distress- surely not a coincidence either that one of those can count over 20 placements during their time in care?

Three of them are working and living independently

At least 5 of them have serious drug reliance issues including heroin and cocaine

I could go on…..

Our charity does a huge amount of good work for young care leavers but I still feel that our hands are tied in so many ways- Time and money are the principal issues (that old chestnut!) we simply don’t have the time available to offer the high level of support that some of them need. We can’t physically drive them to their first day at college or work- granted, they might not all want that, but I would like to be able to offer that time and show them that yes we do care that much. We can’t support them in all the areas they need so we have to sign post them to other support workers- drug and alcohol specialists, education support, teen-pregnancy advisors, housing support…the list goes on. That then means that they have more people in their lives which is often something that they have said they can’t manage- their lives are too chaotic and they struggle to trust and build relationships anyway- let alone with so many new people.

For me the bottom line is this- young people need better care. They need it earlier than 18 and they need consistancy in who their worker will be. At the moment they have a social worker (usually lots of social workers due to agency staff and people leaving the posts for all the reasons we are reading about- save that for another time) so, the social worker gets to know the case, then they turn 18 and the case is transferred to us. Just as they are expected to become independent adults they are meeting someone new, someone who doesn’t know them- only the file and someone else that they are expected to build a relationship with. RUBBISH. It wouldn’t be good enough for my kids (don’t have any yet but you know what I mean), It wouldn’t be good enough for your kids, so why is it good enough for them?

I will be writing again- I am sure today will bring up fresh frustrations for me to tell you about but really I am looking to raise the profile of care leavers and improve the support available to all of them- all ideas welcome!!

 

Corby. x